Narcissism - Why it's hard to leave
I should have left him more then multiple times but didn't... here's why. I will give the information about why i stayed at the end. Let me first share a few scenarios of why and when i should have left long time ago. He broke his ankle in a lift at one of the jobs he had. If i spoke to him during the day, being a rep on the road, he apparently couldn't get up and make himself something to eat. Also for some reason never asked the kids to assist. With all the turmoil inside my brain by now plus the added stress i quit my job.. thinking that music alone will still bring in enough money as i was quite busy and planned a whole other stream of income involving music. On Paper it looked great... in reality it didn't. (Example) If i got paid R1500 a night for a gig, his bill would leave me with less then half the amount i worked an aditional 7 hours for. This caused a lot of problems - well extra stress. During such nights i had to work hard to entertain 300+ people w
